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| My three main webnovel series on W5! |
Well. I can surely say, after an arduous four days...I have my fucking site up. 😳 It would be worse times a thousand if I wasn't using AI as a guide and teacher-of-sorts. I learned of so much stuff. Still have a hella long way to go before I can fucking read Javascript or...ugh...Python. Shoot me. But I'll get there, in time...I have a desire to learn, after all.
Anyway.
With this out of the way, and upon seeing all of my active webnovel series lined up, with covers and descriptions and content—chapters—on my own site...at fucking last...I just...I feel...invigorated. I feel...motivated...to work on my stories again. For so long it's just been me trying to find a fucking audience. Thinking I needed some kind of acceptance online. For some reason, at least right now, I feel the opposite. Having my own site with my own stories on them makes me just...want to create.
This is so strange but god-awfully welcomed. To some of y'all it may seem weird? But you have no idea how much I struggle with imposter syndrome. There's a reason I "devoted my life" to The Little Gods earlier this year. I just. Felt that nothing mattered anymore...
So. Now with the rekindled love for my own stories again...shitty as they may be...I want to go into 2027 and my Hot Blood Injection next month with a few things planned. I have less than two weeks to figure it out, but...yeah. I have a few things brewing. Hell, I might not even put my work anywhere else online anymore. 😳😱
What to write for HBI
Eh, anyway. 🤔
This HBI, I plan to work on two stories, in a way. The final chapter of Album Zero, the Monkey is undoubtedly going to take up all my brain cells...but if I somehow manage to get past that, I'll go on to Album One! Alongside this Album Zero plan, I have to finish the last few chapters for Human, the second novel in my Human Shed Skin subseries within The Molt!! 😤 There might be just under two chapters left before I can end it. And if that works, I'll move on to Darkness & Silver Lining! 🙌🏾
So I have plans. 🙋🏾♂️
I feel okay right now. 😌
I can't wait for tomorrow to ruin everything. 😀
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