Welcome to Mar Qaroll's internet hub!

Mar Qaroll is a passionate writer who publishes his original stories on his Patreon. He has finished four novels, a short story, and three novellas as of Dec. 2020 with plans to create his own publishing company in the future. He writes adult stories with consentacles, cosmic entities, mpreg, and more in a massive universe called Paneidoverse.

Genres  
Science-FantasyErotic RomancePsychological Horror
SupernaturalParanormalDark retellings

Works in Progress: July Camp NaNoWriMo 2021

It's been twenty-two years since Jean-Luc's sister died. Twenty-two years to mourn, to come to terms and to hope for revenge. After a mere phone call, a girl halfway across the continent is revealed to be a member of his family. While she appears to be and has the proof of Lowell heritage, her adoptive family elicits questions of corruption.

Alternating between joy and caution, Jean's newest hunt is one for the truth of his niece's history from a being that refuses to let her go.

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About Mar

Mar Qaroll

Mar Qaroll is a disabled black transgender metalhead, melanophiliac, and melomaniac. A proud 90s kid, he has been writing longer than he has known the English alphabet yet only truly started his writing journey in 2017. He readily admits to being a beginner at the art of writing.

All of his stories take place in the Paneidoverse, a massive science-fantasy universe with over 40 original tales currently within!

While Mar wields words like loaded guns, he currently prefers as much real-life privacy as possible. This is contrary to his long-existing "angst blogs" and his unashamed admittance that he suffers from MDD, anxiety, and strong suicidal ideation.

Because he is not publicly out as transgender, he prefers not to show his face on profile pics. To see his mug, check out his Twitch!

Outside of creating a community of people who love his stories and characters as much as he does, Mar's passion is to become the founder and creator of the ultimate alternative scene community for mature nerds, lolitas, goths, metalheads, punks, rivetheads, and all in-between. This community will focus heavily on art, prose, and healthy lifestyles.

Mar is currently stationed in Hamden, Connecticut in the USA. Outside of writing, he loves to inline skate, listen to metal, and collect things he likes that are colored black.

Common Story Elements

In Mar's stories, there are often themes or elements some (or many) don't like to read or write. His statement:

My stories are in worlds. These worlds have illicit, shocking, and unforgivable things happen in them just as they do in ours. That is brutal realism, no matter the genre of written work.

The following are seen in many of his stories and/or worlds.


Graphic erotica
Selfcest
Abuse (all of them)
Homoerotica
Tentacle sex
Male pregnancy
Human/oid hermaphrodites
Incest
Graphic violence and gore
Anthropophagy
Psychological horror and torture
Shapeshifter bestiality

Several philias, including but not limited to:
Vorarephilia (hardcore and softcore)
Chronophilia (all of them)
Maiesiophilia

Other fetishes, including but not limited to:
Alvinolagnia
Tongue fetish



I lived more than eighteen years of my life blinded by a so-called light, the "light" of Islam, I didn't and still don't fully understand. I was a puppet once, as many of us were, listening to the whims of my elders, told what to do and how and when I should do it.

For many agonizing years I wanted to cut my strings, yet never knew how or was too terrorized to do so because of what I had been told since infancy. I spent more than eight years dying inside, lost within myself, and tread the lines between fully suicidal and darkly misanthropic. I have the scars to show it.

Today, I finally know who I am. It took over twenty years to get here...

I am a queer author. I consider myself to be a genuine introvert and an advocate for the taboo, devious, diverse, the fuckers and weirdos, associate closely with INTJs and INFJs, and am a transmasculine man.

Mar Qaroll is my name.


Frequently Asked Questions

-Answered by Mar-


I knew you when you were a girl; why did you bring me here?

Ahh, yes. If you wandered here out of curiosity from my "This Was Me" redirect, welcome...! No, you cannot find me, don't try to find me, and I don't give a damn about when you "knew me". I am not that person anymore. Consider my telling the truth a courtesy more than anything else since I am well aware I may as well have otherwise "died" in the eyes of my old community...


In simple terms, who are you?

I am merely a panromantic transgender man who is an avid storyteller and creative! I take my role as a storyteller seriously, as I operate under the complete and utter control of my mind. This means I will tell the story, no matter what that story is or what is in it.


How do you pronounce your last name?

"KARR-oal". The KARR sounds like "car".


Is Mar your real name?

It is my chosen name. Let's leave it at that.


What inspires you to create your stories?

I'm highly inspired by traditional art forms of people and locations, manga, video games, the various forms of metal music, my dreams, my nightmares, and, more than anything, my complete and utterly jaded, pessimistic, and lethargic disinterest in stories that do not live up to my personal expectations.

You know what they say: If you want to read it but it doesn't exist, write it yourself. I might have taken that a bit too literally...


Why don't you write more stories with female protagonists?

Because the female body is icky. :\

In all seriousness, I honestly don't know. I've been writing stories from men's perspectives since I was very young. And yes, I have noticed that whenever I do have a story from a woman's perspective—such as in the case of my character Aiyül—they are typically if not always hermaphrodites or considerably masculine. Or both.

I do know that I have a personal preference for male...everything. That might be the answer, but that's otherwise a very good question...


Feel free to contact me for more questions you'd like answered! I can be messaged through DMs on Instagram and Twitter, PMs on Facebook, and please do join my Discord for live conversations with me!


Streaming Schedule & Events

Mar streams his writing on Twitch.tv! For more info, please visit his channel, Qarollverse!

Special Events – 2020

  • NaNoWriMo: Preptember (Sept. 13 - 30)

  • NaNoWriMo: Preptober (Oct. 1 - 31)

  • National Novel Writing Month 2020 (Nov. 1 - 30)

Special Events – 2021

  • April Camp NaNoWriMo (Apr. 1 - 30)

  • July Camp NaNoWriMo (Jul. 1 - 31) – IN PROGRESS

  • World Anvil July Summer Camp (Jul. 1 - 31) – IN PROGRESS

  • 31 Days Short Story Challenge (Aug. 1 - 31)

Main applications:

  • Microsoft Word

  • Scrivener

  • Wonderdraft

  • GIMP

  • Aeon Timeline

Game applications (useful for story-related creation):

  • The Sims 3

  • The Sims 4

  • Universe Sandbox

Other: World Anvil, Creately, Hero Forge, Campfire Blaze


Newsletter & Contact

The Rational Organ

The Rational Organ consists of monthly, compact, rational updates from Mar's irrational mind. They are for those who would rather read one whole article a month instead of reading several Facebook and Twitter posts and anyone else interested in reading them!

Contact Mar!


Patreon

Curious about what Mar's library holds without going to his Patreon directly? You've come to the right place.


Full-Length Novels | $2+

Human Shed Skin: Inhuman

Rating: M
Word Count: 124,883 | 35,189 uploaded
Has three free chapters! | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3

During an emergency response to an attack by Infernals, inhuman hunter Jean-Luc Lowell is nearly killed by a demon, only to be saved by a tentacle emerging from his best friend and lover, Celezar. While dealing with this revelation of Celezar's inhumanity, he learns the attack was the first in a chain of incidents around the continent instigated by creatures far more powerful than anything his family has ever dealt with.

With Celezar stubbornly remaining in his life, he is torn between his love for him and the dogma of his family, all while dealing with the new threat looming over the heads of humankind across the continent.



Stories

Stories of compassion, love, self-discovery, and acceptance in the dark world below our own...


For more stories, check out Mar's Free Stories & Excerpts Masterlist on his Patreon!


Stories » The Molt Series

The Molt Series is a series of original adult paranormal stories Mar wrote after eleven years of working solely on fanfiction.

The overall theme of the series is hiding behind the guise of humanity, what humanity means, learning that "monsters" can have humanity, and making a change within oneself for the sake of the discovery and/or realities of these truths.


Stories before Human Shed Skin

Hello, Stranger

Hello, Stranger is one of the free one-shots on Mar's Patreon!

It would seem that by taking a male form, Celezar has caught the eye of Jean-Luc Lowell, leader of the Lowell Hunters—and his new boss.

When his face became visible, he sensed Jean-Luc's interest rise, more than what was normal. It was the interest of attraction. How quaint.

It was wretched. It was, quite frankly, disgusting. Nauseating. And this was coming from him, a creature with very distant relations to fungi.

First Hunt

First Hunt is one of the free one-shots on Mar's Patreon!

Of course, Celezar's first hunt as part of the new Lowell Hunters deals with parasites. Of course.


The Human Shed Skin subseries

Human Shed Skin is a planned trilogy within The Molt Series focusing on the second main character within the overall series.

The stories follow a hunter of inhuman creatures and his journeys of self-discovery, acceptance, and love in a world where monsters come in three forms: Inhuman, human, and hybrid.


Stories » The Molt Series » Human Shed Skin

Human Shed Skin

Human Shed Skin is a planned paranormal duology (and possible trilogy) consisting of the last canonical stories and spin-off one-shots within The Molt Series.

These stories follow Jean-Luc Lowell, a hunter of inhuman creatures, and his journeys of self-discovery, acceptance, and love in a world where monsters come in three forms: Inhuman, human, and hybrid.

The trilogy is especially close to Mar's heart as it is the first series he finished—with the first edition(s) starting in 2017—in all of his then-twenty years of writing.

Contents: profanity | graphic gay and het sex | strong sexual themes | childhood trauma | graphic violence | shapeshifter bestiality


One-shots | Human Shed Skin "prequels"

Bedrest

Bedrest is one of the free one-shots on Mar's Patreon! It's to both get an idea of what Jean and Celezar's relationship was like before the events of Human Shed Skin: Inhuman and to get a taste of what his content is before you decide to invest—if you decide to, that is.

❝You need to take a shower.❞

There was a low hum, a playful, dangerous sound. ❝Tellin' me I stink, Jeanie-boy?❞


Where to read
Patreon Masterlist

Human Shed Skin: Inhuman

During an emergency response to an attack by Infernals, inhuman hunter Jean-Luc Lowell is nearly killed by a demon, only to be saved by a tentacle emerging from his best friend and lover, Celezar. While dealing with this revelation of Celezar's inhumanity, he learns the attack was the first in a chain of incidents around the continent instigated by creatures far more powerful than anything his family has ever dealt with.

With Celezar stubbornly remaining in his life, he is torn between his love for him and the dogma of his family, all while dealing with the new threat looming over the heads of humankind across the continent.